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Still alive and kicking [13 Dec 2013|02:26am]
If anyone's looking for me, you can find me on tumblr @ childishgrin (warning: lots of kpop and several fandoms + food posts).

You can also contact me through twitter @ offthesidelines.

Friends Only. [30 Sep 2010|11:44pm]
Created September 30, 2005, from mystike.

Joke me something awful just like kisses on the necks of just friends
We're the kids who feel like dead ends
And I want to be known for my hits, not just my misses
I took a shot and didn't even come close
At trust and love and hope
And the poets are just kids who didn't make it
And never had it at all...

Friends Only.
Comment to be added.

If I don't add you back, don't feel offended.

Before asking, read the rules.

THE RULESCollapse )
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S-Korea netizens and antis, you disappoint me. [08 Sep 2009|06:38pm]
So I'm repeating myself, but I don't care. Most people prob have no idea what I'm talking about but this is basically just a rant.

The situation's gotten so out of control that it basically pushed someone with an extremely promising future and who have proven himself worthy of his success to leave a country completely (the country of his ancestors, no less - he worked hard for 5 years to fit it and adapt only to be driven out in a few days).

Posts related to the situation:
-What started this + his apologies: http://community.livejournal.com/omonatheydidnt/1495906.html
-Petition asking for his suicide (major WTF): http://community.livejournal.com/omonatheydidnt/1512185.html
-THE epic post, "I'm leaving 2PM (band's name)": http://community.livejournal.com/omonatheydidnt/1515424.html
-Antis and netiz now feeling bad (a bit too late, kids): http://community.livejournal.com/omonatheydidnt/1517125.html
-At the airport leaving, surrounded by around 1000 crying fans who are feeling powerless in stopping him + media:
-Fans support after his departure: http://community.livejournal.com/omonatheydidnt/1518776.html
-Feeling guilty, one person came out + clearing some things up: http://community.livejournal.com/omonatheydidnt/1520082.html

Some of my reponses - because I'm too lazy to write an entire entry while my comments pretty summarize my feelings:
-They do realize that by signing this "suicide" petition and that if Jay does get depressed enough to try to kill himself, they could all be accused of murder attempt, right?

GET THE FUCK OVER IT AND GET A FUCKING LIFE, antis. Get yourself some brains and hearts too. If you threw a kid in another country halfway across the planet from where they've lived and grown up all their life, you don't exactly expect them to dance and prance around with flowers and sparkles in their first month do you?

-"Antis" = effers. You don't sign a petition for someone to commit suicide just because your nationalistic ass was hurt by a few misguided comments he made when he was a depressed and homesick teen YEARS ago! Now the poor guy is actually leaving a still YOUNG and now SUCCESSFUL band that he was LEADING well because of your bitching.

-I don't care who started this a this point, because every other antis/netizens also had a part in overblowing this incident. They all jumped to a conclusion without looking at the whole picture or putting themselves in Jay's shoes.

Honestly, I don't even hate the person who 'started' this whole thing. I PITY them. The guilt that they're now feeling over Jay's departure and millions of hearts breaking will be more than enough to give them a good ass-whooping.

I am not the one who started this but the future seems blacked out for me... i want to die.
(person who "started" this shit)

And Jay... you should've been stronger, baby boy... I can only hope that you will come out of this and back to the scene stronger. :\


So here's the point: Jaebum Park should've been more careful with his words. On the other side, antis basically twisted the whole situation and withheld the good things he said to make him look horrible while the netizens decide to overblow this entire shit. Not only that, antis also decided to pull in a another band to create more shit by saying that the person who started this was a fan of another young and successful pop band (Shinee) who wanted to ruin 2PM (turns out not to be true - besides the 2 bands actually get along pretty well).

Jay apologize for having said those things and leaves 2PM just 3-4 days after the scandal started and now netiz and antis are feeling oh-so-guilty and are releasing all the good things he saidabout the country and his situation improving there. The people who signed the "suicide" petition should be happy he didn't try to commit suicide.

A little too late, antis. And Jay, other celebrities have had worst thing coming at them and they refused to give up.

I hope returning to your family and friends (in Seattle) will give you a chance to breath, think things over and get you ready to come back. Don't give up so quickly.

Moral of the story: think before you fucking act, or you will regret it later.

And antis/netizens: get a fucking life and grow a heart and some brains (and a backbone and balls while you're at it): you are basically one of the main reasons why they are so many suicides in S. Korea right now. Stop hiding behind the anonymity of the internet to bash and re-bash others, whether they are celebrities or not. Cyber-bullying is NOT fucking cool. You hate someone? Say it once and then get over it. Find something good to talk about and support it rather than wasting both your and our time on hating. Constructive criticism is one thing, insulting/bashing/spreading lies/death threats is another fucking thing completely.

/rant over

TVXQ, I'm hoping things will go well for you now. Don't make me lose my faith in k-pop.
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Windyyyyyyyyyyyy. [09 Jan 2008|02:34pm]
So much that while outside the front porch to pick a few things of ours up and put them inside before they flew off, a big branch fell not even a feet from where I was at one moment. Heard a major crack, turned around right as I was stepping back inside and saw this branch/branches hitting the ground where I was not even 3 seconds before.

I doubt it would've killed someone my size (even if I'm short), but it probably would've been enough to knock me out completely unconscious. It's still lying there in our front yard, about 2 feet from the porch and barely inches from the path connecting the front door to the sidewalk.

The wind was already enough to discourage from going to class, the branch freaked me out completely.

Raining branches.Collapse )

There's like... papers and plastic bags and trash flying all over the place. And it's like hearing a kid cry/scream every few minutes. Driving me insane!

In other news, holy jeez, I did much better than I expected in my classes last semester. Except for one... but whatev. Grrr.

Happy belated New Year. Hope everyone's doing fine.

It's been a while. [12 Oct 2007|06:24pm]
Woah, I do believe it's been more than 5 months since I've updated! Weird. I haven't even been reading any updates from my friends-list. Apologies. >_< I'm always one of my other account to read scanlated (and mostly shonen-ai/yaoi *giggles*) manga instead of coming here to keep myself up to date with everyone.

Anyway, being in school and studying/working on homeworks every friday is not my idea of fun. And I have a midterm tomorrow morning! Eeeeek, better head out of the library and to the H building multimedia-lab to work on my language lab!

What's up with you guys? Whose changed username? Whose took me off their list for inactivity, huh? *whimpers*
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Brand New Concert Ticket for Sale! [16 May 2007|02:06pm]
I've got ONE TICKET FOR SALE for the BRAND NEW concert, May 19th (SOLD OUT). Please reply as soon as possible if you want to buy it (or know someone who does).

It's either that, or if you have a ticket for the 20th (also in MTL) but would've like going the 19, we can swap!


Need money. Need a job. Need to pay bills. Need to buy art supplies.

What? [03 Apr 2007|05:39pm]
So yesterday my sister came home from school my mom and I why there was a bunch of policemen on the next street, almost at the corner (we live on a corner ourselves) and we didn't know since we hadn't even realized there were police cars there...

My dad found out earlier today that apparently yesterday people had called the police to check on a unidentified parked car that had been there for a few days, untouched.

Well apparently the policemen managed to "open" the car.

They found a dead body.

What. the. fuck? Of all places, on the street next to mine? There's been more and more young couples and families moving to this neighbourhood over the past few years because our area is so peaceful (unless you're very close to Cremazie/Metropolitain), lovey and safe (yet close to services). There's teenagers and children going to school and coming home close by, so WHAT THE FUCK?


Still trying to find some more info on the matter. If I find out my dad was just screwing around, well HE'LL BE DAMNED.

Honestly, I feel more pissed-off than scared or worried.
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Crap. [15 Feb 2007|03:47pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

I am stupid.

Friday 9: Psyc380 midterm test (in class, Loyola campus)
Monday 12: Psyc322 midterm test (in class, Loyola campus)
Week of 12: Anthro202 quiz - online (class is SGW/downtown campus)
Thursday 15: INTE290 (Computer Usage and Document Design) Excel assignment due (online class)
Thursday 15: Hist262 (Chinese civilization) 2-questions-essay-midterm (SGW campus, online class)
Monday 26: Anthro202 midterm (in class, SGW campus)

Supposed to have a history midterm this evening.

I dropped the course.

Even after busting my ass off to get the excel assignment done a day before the deadline so I could study.

... GO ME.


This is what happens when you're on the way to a complete emotional meltdown.

And this Tuesday (20), I have to spend the day at the hospital for a liver biopsy.

*goes and buries herself somewhere*

Oh, and yea: Facebook me!

*buries herself again*

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Feb 3. [03 Feb 2007|05:44pm]
I'm 22.

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First entry of 2007 [08 Jan 2007|05:30pm]
I know I'm a bit late, but hey, it's still early in 2007 so...

Happy New Year 2007!

Haven't been to classes yet, although Concordia started on Jan 3rd. Go me!

Leah leoceanic7, I got your card! I received somewhere during the last week of December, I think. Woah, how obvious was it that that period kept me busy and then exausted me completely?

Last time I said I was spending a quiet Dec 25 after three days of Unicef-work, Xmas-related preps and family soirées.

Well the 25 and 26 was actually tidying up time also. Then on the 27 I was dragged out by my mom to Carrefour Laval for shopping (along with my uncle, an "aunt" who recently moved to Canada, and my sibs). On the 28 (?) I went downtown with Clara and Helene. The evening of the 29 and the week-end (30-31) was all work. On the 1rst I relaxed, and then on the 2nd I was meeting up with a few high school sweeties (Clara, Helene, Jane - who gave birth more than a month ago - and Michelle). On the 4th (... I think?) I went down to the downtown campus to pick some stuff up at the financial office and then took my sister around downtown. And then on the 5th my mom dragged out to Carrefour Laval, once again. Today I went to the bank and then went to metro Mont-Royal to walk around (had to kill some time or my mom would keep thinking that I'm lying about my school schedule later during the semester).

Kinda been having a bad throat for a few days now. :\

Woot. I got 5 mangas today. Passion vol3 (ordered from chapters.ca - still waiting for another manga) and Close the Last Door vol1, J-Boys by Biblos, Hands Off! vol8, The Man Who Doesn't Take of His Clothes (novel), ordered from amazon.ca. They're all boy-love (... as usual) except for Hands Off!, which is more shounen, and slightly shonen-ai. Weeeeeeeeeee! Better be careful that my parents and sibs don't get they're hands on more than half of my manga collection, since most have some boy-love, whether the cute, innocent kind, or the more... slightly mature kind. (Who's afraid of me now?)

I should do a "2006 in pictures" post soon. :)
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Fait beau dehors. [05 Jul 2006|12:56pm]
Yeees, finally, a new layout, which combines my love for manga, cute boy-love, and light/cool colors for spring/summer.

Now, back to working on some stuff if I want to get a job for the 1st World Outgames Montréal 2006.

There's been a lot of night storms recently.
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[01 Jul 2006|05:51pm]
Happy Canada Day!

I'm bored.

Ummm... need to do some additions to my bright yellow skirt, to hide some tiny ink spots that were left behind over the last few summers because I was drawing/writing with pens. I'm also gonna turn a very looooong plain boring grey cotton skirt/dress into two skirts. Let's turn the plain into pretties! (Hopefully...)

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